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today's the last day of the year.
i went out in the morning and
came home in the evening.
zzz, walk until legs wobbly.
._.

i dint feel like going the countdown. (-.-)
cause.. aiya.
dont feel like la.
online then talk talk.
watch tv.
can le la.

hahas.
this year no special also.
just leave it lo.
-.-

jay chou also have mushroom hair
in the coming movie(!)
._.

FASTER COME ONLINE! ):

NO.

something wierd happened.
okay, something stupid.

while i was watching
The Pursuit Of Happyness,
i wrote this.

i'm serioussssssly irritated right now.
i cant stand it.
but, it's just that i dont have the mood for anything now.
it's annoying to think about these things.

like, ohh.
when you're in a good relationship with someone else,
everything seems easy.

and when time passes,
things start to change.
IT GETS SERIOUSLY.
WRONG.

every little shit makes you vex.
makes you wanna bang your head against the wall.
makes you wanna kill yourself and not let anyone know.

this grueling holiday has drained me.
many ridiculous things happened.
which drove me nuts.


nuts nuts nuts.


i hate it.


after that,

no.
i wont give up.
and i'm serious.

wth?

T.T

okay, i had nothing to do.
so i went to link link link.
all the way to my skps frens.
T.T

ohhh, i miss them so much.
&i missed out so much. ):


if only i dint leave. ):

maybe things would be much much more
different..

=.=

hm, watched ' i am legend ' online yesterday.
the movie's great.
but quite boring at the front.
ya, i rarely watch action movies
unless i'm bored.
._.

*sigh*
went training today.
it's the last for the holiday.
mm.

well, we dint talk much
when eating.
>.>
then i think all of us
were peeking at each other.
zzz.

ahh, nevermind.

i'm gonna watch
alvin and the chipmunks now.

...

no more.

it's okay.
i'll learn to let it go.
although it wont be easy,
but i have to.

nothing's wrong with you.
if i knew that something was wrong with you,
would i even wait?

4years - it's no fun waiting, alright.


i was waiting willingly,
so i'm sure i wasn't wasting my time.
it was a lesson for me though.


so it ended right before it started.

no more.
dont mention,
dont probe,
dont remind,
dont make it even worst, alright?

no, no, no.

how can it end up like that.
no, nonono.
i dont want.

i took 3 mins to react.

why?

it almost ended.
why did you extend it?

what about me.. ?

why didn't i just say it out.. ?

T.T

i'm back ~

hahas, i'm finally home after loitering for 5 days

outside.

well, it's just home-sick.
lols.
and i missed my com.
._.

haven't been sleeping alot.
cause busy like dont know what.
i haven't do my hol hmwk also.
T.T

i dont think i can finish an work before
school re-opens anymore.

oh ya, MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone. (:

yea.

dreams are better.

hahas. i loveeeee to sleep.
know why?
cause it's wayyyy better
to enter nonsensical dreams,
than to face the pathetic reality in life.

HA! i've had 5 different dreams last night.
O.O!
woke up, and slept, woke up, and slept..
lols. and what's more is that,
the dreams are sooooooo
totally impossible to happen.
well, for now i guess.

anw, yesterday's cheryl b'day (:
and today's kengpon's b'day. (:

so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^

sorry for the horrible colouring. ._.

urgh, fish.

OMGDNESS!!!
I'M SOOO VEXED.

WA! SAW IV.

LOLOLOLOL.
i just finished watching SAW IV with my mama.
FINALLY.
._.

damn gross.
lols.
okay, i dint really watch the whole thing.
but, mostly.
=P

ya, it's super disgusting.
cause of the torturing machines.
pui !




shit.


what if i get nightmares?
O.O!
oh no.

randomm.

uhhhhh.
i seriously dint want to post.
._.
but i had no choice.
LOL, i dont really want
to let my blog die like that.

hm, haven't been home the past two days.
missed home?
haha. nah, not really.
just missed my crazy mum's lame jokes.
._.

ever since she got her new phone,
she've been playing the dumbb, stupid
games in her phone.
hahas.

ohoh, and recently.
i have no idea why.
but i started to have a
tin-sy, win-sy, bit of interest in cooking.
omgdness, LOL.
perhaps you dint read clearly.
me, LAI MEITING, am ACTUALLY intersted in COOKING.
HA! jking ~~
i'm just watching much much moreee cooking shows. (:
maybe it's cause i just discovered a new channel.

anw, it's about another
two weeks till sch re-opens.
&i'm sooooo not bothered
by the fact that i haven't done my hmwk.
._.

BBQ.

LOLOLOLOLOL.
BBQ was o-kay.
wasn't that fun.
cause like very few people,
and extra some people.

zzz.
anw, i'm trying to keep this short.

OKAYY, i was wet.
SUPERRRR WET.
cause ENDING and BEAUTY
was splashing water at mehh.
-.-

erm, i shall skip the boring partsss.
by bout 8 or 9?
i was WET.
from top to toee.
lol. 3 of us were at the toilet
playing like madwoman.
heh, then we saw this woman.
trying to bathe.
zzz. she was flapping her pants at the shower.
WHILE WEARING IT.
LOL. well, it dint really shoo us away
from the toilet.
we just continued playing.

ha! so three of us we literally
'showering' each other.
trying to get each other as WET as possible.
ya, so about 10 plus we were
trying to squeezeee our clothes dry.
LOL.

hm. now, i just finished bathing and stuff.
ready to slackk in my mum's room again.
lols.
we're going to ivy's house tmr again!
=DDDD
yeye ~

it's always fun and laughter with them. ^^
[ although i do get angry sometimes. ]
._.

WHOO! i'm gonna watch tv now.
bye ~

~~

=DDDDD
okayyy, i just feeeel like SMILING!
lols.

today i went training again!
woohoo!
i feel so different today.
hahas, dont know why.
._.

before training, we met at bedok.
then went to sch to get some stuff.
after that had our lunch near the cc.

training was like shit at first.
tired like. hell.
-.-

cause we did horrible shuttle runs again,
steffi ended up wanting to vomit.
LOL. today she got company.
^^ ivy had a horrible headache.
woops. ._.

so at the near end of the training,
we had a full court match.
HAH! so funn. (:

then later, went to have dinner.
came home. bathed.
then i'm stuckkked to the com. =D

OHYA, i bought the new pe shirt.
zzz. i look like - soo.. dumbb wierd in it.
._.

ohya!

THE NEW INTERNET EXPLORER ROCKKKKS! (:

MY BROTHER SUCKS.

LOL.

defined abnormal.

lolll. okay. i was on the msn last night.
and talking of course.
hahas. then i slept at bout 1.30,
when i knew that i had to get up earlier
today.
-.-
lols, had breakfast and lunch with them again. (:
then we headed to eunos cc for the sickening training.
zzz. okay, it isn't that bad.
but some people make it a torture for everyone.
._.
who else neh?

anw, training was still fun and laughter
till we got ranted at.
urgh. then i got *sian-ded*.
hm. after training, went to mac again.
zzz, i'm seriously broke.
alright - i'm STILL broke.
after days of torture without taxi.
T.T

i want to get a jobbbbb! ):

O.O

okayyyyyy,
i went to clara's house to stay. (:
lols.
yesterday i went shopping with them
before going to pr.
then we went to bed at 1 plus i think.
so early right! [ for holidays.]
._.

then this morning went to riverlife.
zzz, again.
then i was playing with small kids.
-.- helping my aunt.
lols.

after that, went back to clara's house.
then went out for buffet in the evening.
just came home at bout 10?

sooo tiring, have to wake up
sooo early these few days.
ya la. gtg already.
uhhh, i go sleep le.

tsk.

i'm so sad to say that.
that that that.
THAT..
that mr kek is leaving. =(((
sian uh.
why everytime change teacher/coach
in this stinking school.
-.-

today's training was,
same same la.
tiring.
then we train until it rained.
about 4.
so there i was playing the games in
li juan's phone
with ivy and steffi.
LOL.
then ms cheng wanted everyone to
assemble at the canteen.
zzz. there was pizza, donuts,
sausage, drinks, etc etc etc.

then she made mr kek announce
the super saddening news.
so sad lorrrr. ):
then some of them cried.
lols, some of US cried.
-.-

sooooooooooooooo sian.
another good teacher gone.
[from our sch]
guess where he's going.
CHUNG CHENG HIGH MAINNNNN.

TSK.
O.O!
got something against me IZZIT.
okay okay, it's just coincidence.
fine ~
-.-

WOOHOO!!

whahahahhahhahahaha.
i'm at sexy ivy's house.
=DDDD
she's looking at wat i'm typing.

>.>
nvm, zzz.
SIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
ltr got training.
=.=
zzz.
suan le.

SEE LA. cause of them i go lehh.
so good ~~ ^^
lols.
anw, everythng's cleared.
it was just a misunderstanding. ._.
i was thinking wayyyyyy to much.

ohoh.
&&& i had this stupid dream.
- fighting at the arcade. -
LOLLLLLL.
i was attacked by a toddler.
-.-
hahas.

okay la!
i dont want blog already.
steffi keep peeping.

-

I seriously don't know what happened.

-.-

haiz. so sian these few days.
nothing to do at home also.
HAAAIYO.

want die already ah.
today got training again.
haiz. then,..

zzz.
lazy type already.
no mood uh. ):

to my dear e-z link.

okayy, this post is specially
for my e-z link.

March 2006 -
2nd December 2007
10.40am
bus 16

OH my precious,
how i wish you wear here.
right in my pocket. [-.-]
i got you since last year,
and i lost you this year.
omgdness,
i know i'm to blame -
but but but ):
-raises hand: in hi-5 position, and another hand covering face.-
i've got my reasons ~

*becomes super drama.*
ohhh, cause of my careless-ness.
i've lost a part of me.

i would like to, [sniff]
dedicate a song to my precious.



Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turnin on
Like a fairy tale come true
Sittn by the fire we made
Your the answer when i prayed
I will find someone
And baby i found you

All i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart
From bein broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful everyday
For the gift

Watching as you softly sleep
What i'd give if i could keep
Just this moment
If only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us grey
But baby in my eyes
You'll still be beautiful

alamak.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i lost my
precious
precious
precious
e-z link.

sian eh.
tsk, so suay.
okay fine, i'm also responsible for it.

aiya, sian-ded.
everything's going against me ahhhh.
=.=
suan le.

lol.

lolss. yesterday, my mum came home
DRUNK.

and she was super high.
hahas, cause she went out with her friends
from overseas.
then, they treated my mum to some japanese restaurant.
and my mum was so high,
cause she had SAKE.
zzz. then she came home, laugh and laugh.
i dont know wat happen to her,
become so talkative.
then she even talk when she was bathing.

so i guai kia, help her wash dishes.
my stupid blaather, see her in that state
still ask her cook supper.
so i help him cook also.
omgdness.

this morning woke up,
my mum ask me go eat breakfast with her.
at least she's at her normal state now.
lols. anw, I'M BROKEE.
urghh. sian uh.
still got another month,
how to survive?

bored.

omgdness, i'm so bored bored bored.
my brother's playing the ps so i cant play sims 2.
): anw, i've been watching movies
in the internet these few days.
._.

movies like
cars, 28 days later [._.],.. and enchanted - NOW.
zzz. i think my brother's going out later.
so it's gonna be home alone V
AHHH! sian ah.