Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
=.= i'm stuck now, dont know what to talk about.
i took a long break from the internet.
so i'm kind of.. not so used to it now. lol.
after 2 weeks of anti-blogging days,
together with mind-bogging class lessons that are as boring as ever,
i'm starting to die in tests despite the restrictions.
well, there are of course many other reasons
why i stopped blogging for about half a month.
and it's the fatigue caused by those century long lessons. -.-
plain irritating.
at least i've done something,
and i hope i wont regret with that decision.
let's just hope for the best.
survive the next month,
and i'll be mad as ever if the slips are underlined free.
maths, chinese, english, principle of accounts,
literature, social studies, chemistry, biology, and geography.
T.T 9 horrifyingly easy-to-understand words,
and yet they kill kids in papers these days.
awww, the pressure's killing me already.
let your heart out.
it's over, it's all over and yet i still see.
it's darkness that surrounded me, accompanied with images that haunted me.
with all my might, i tried to flee.
it's just a suicide that no one sees.
now what's left, is a road of agony.
as the rain start to fall, i struggle to foresee what lies ahead of me.
so shut up, and let me be.
for i shall bring myself to within.
my dog is staring at me. -.-
let your heart out.
motivation, motivation, needed, needed.
i've been so lax, about studies, whatever, everything.
yea, i mean it. everything; life.
okay, wait. let me state clearly that
i'm in a perfect mood now.
not angry, nor sad. nor ecstatic. lol.
just in case if this post gets out of hand
like some in the past. ._.
anyway, as i was saying.
it's time for me to step up,
and picture myself in the future.
lol, i know it sounds weird. -.-
it's okay, i'm still gonna be the 'me' now after a few months.
it's always like that.
last time, i thought everyone lived in their own world.
so, i wasn't very concerned about anything.
now i finally know that i should make myself clear
for some of the things that were supposed
to be made known for the sake of.. yea, some people.
cause it's getting out of hand. seriously.
and my studies? not doing so well.
cause of my laziness. zz.
some lessons seem meaningless,
unlike geography. copy, remember, write.
why cant maths be like that. -.-
and i hate the fact that people keep assuming things. >.>
assume assume assume. assume somemore, i smack your heads.
yea, you should feel guilty,
it's not what it's like.
and, ya.
i know i gotta get a new hobby, xx xxx. =.=
so i won't stick to the tv all day and
end up having myself look so dumb in specs.
thank you for your concern, old man. lol.
let your heart out.
lol, i'm in such a good mood today.
despite receiving some news this morning. -.-
nevermind.
ANYWAY, it's just great.
i dont know why i feel like jumping around the room now.
hahahaha.
oh yea, there's this new advertisement on tv.
HAHA. i'd run the the front of the television
everytime i hear it coming. =D
shocking huh. lol.
helloooo? it's related to geography. okay, alittle.
hahaha. The World Is Just AWESOME! :D
my right knee is still aching like
mad cause of yesterday's fall. -.-
let your heart out.
went to sharon's last sun. =D
gym, suana, gym, suana, swimming, suana.
hahaha, was fun like mad.
so hard to breathe in the suana room. -.-
at least we killed time by talking. lol.
cheryl didn't want to go into the steaming room, lol.
cause she didn't bring extra clothes.
lol, so the rest of us went in.
talk talk talk.
swimming was fun, until some woman
came out and stare. lol.
ohoh, and. we went to SUBWAY after that.
O.O! so niceeeeee. muahaha.
anyway, back to sch on mon.
training, rained.
so cannot play match. awwwww.
ohya, and the tahan course came back again. -.-
sian, have to stay back this week onwards. >.>
today, zzzzzzzzzzzz.
after school, cockle had to see mrs quek.
she went pass the red line thingy,
so i followed. she so poor thing mah,
so i go over also.
zzz. then got caught by, kohhhh. -.-
shit la. then she took our nametag. =(
made us write statement form. zz.
we were laughing like mad when writing the statement thing.
lol. then mr teo ask us do canteen duty tmr. -.-
zzzzzzzzzzzz. canteen duty. T.T
like maid like that. lol.
nevermind ~
i'll die with cockle. haha.
mum's out, i'm bored at home. >.>
let your heart out.
i realised that i really had a friend.
SERIOUS OKEH. -.-
a friend, that have always cared for me.
i neglected her,
and took our friendship for granted.
i felt so guilty, when i saw everything.
after all these years, i finally know.
know how much a person can sacrifice just for a friendship.
and i'm really really sorry.
for not trying to understand you all these years.
._. i still feel very small in this world though.
let your heart out.
first,
i want to say, that i'm fine.
fine, as in fine fine. alright. okay. okay?
ya.
dont worry. >.>
some not-so-good stuff happening.
or should i say, happened.
i dont know why i'm like this,
and i really want to know why i'm like that.
i hope my attitude didn't offend anyone.
afterall,
it's not something to be very proud of,
so let's just let it go alright? =/
oh and, about the operation. -.-
um. she's alright now.
i was just OHMYGOSH so relieved when i saw
her smiling at me while being pushed to the ward after the op.
hope she'll get well soon. =\
most of all-
Thank you, Sharon. (:
let your heart out.
OHHHHHHH!
HSM3 COMING SOON.
i saw the ad last weeeeeek.
see the date? it's oct24,
but it's said to be out on the oct23 on tv.
shall see. =D
sounds kind of childish huh.
BUT WHO CARES. hahaha.
and it should be the EOY holidays by then. T.T
need to wait so long, after exam somemore. >.>
okay, i'm gonna watch tv. (:
let your heart out.
everything was blurred, i couldn't see anything and
had to depend on sharon's shoulder.
i told her that i was going to faint.
and she said stuff like,
' omg, meiting. your face so pale. '
I KNOW LA! haha.
' ehhh, meiting. you want me to call your mum? '
zzz, -.- is there a need to?
she still can joke. -.-!
i cant remember much though.
on the verge of collapsing. T.T
was so pathetic la!
i remember walking sideways. lol.
thank you sharon and ericia for being there. :D
and sorry for scaring both of you. haha.
okay, i think i've to go now.
got english letter writing to finish up.
please, rain tomorrow. IN THE AFTERNOON.
i dont want to die half way through the training.
at least let me die somewhere else,
no where near the school.
thank you. =D
and hello body, please dont shut down anymore.
let your heart out.
after all these months. lol.
it's ORANGEEEEEEEEEE! anyone noticed?
WOOOHOOO!
but i cant really explain the pills though.
the colours attracted my attention. (:
okaye, i did my poa project today!
muahaha. that's why i went to clive's house with meeta.
tomorrows the deadline, have to rush rush rush.
CLIVE, REMEMBER TO PRINT IT I TELL YOU.
so, gooooooooooooooooooooooood night beautiful people. =D!
let your heart out.
well, it wasn't very fun though.
there was this woman, sitting at the bench not far away.
she was staring at me. =.=
yea, i know.
it's not easy to ignore some idiot missing the shots,
and then see her laughing at herself.
zz, i haven't played golf since.. i dont know. years?
YA, and i saw the fireworks display of the ndp preview.
from the marina bay golf course.
uh, the stupid laptop cant get the my phone's pictures.
forget it. -.-
so, ya. i've been watching shows with my mum.
rotting at home. cant do much too.
thank god the medicine was effective.
hope i'll get well soon. =D
bye! heee.
let your heart out.
i think i know why.
after training yesterday,
i went home and showered.
then i msged my mum and
told her that i'll go 'fetch' her
like how parents fetch their children.
uh huh, i was bored. -.-
plus, there wasn't any impt homework for me to rush through.
so i went down, and her class ended late.
not only that, i was standing at the balcony
enjoying the breeze. yea, it was great.
i loveeeeeeee doing that.
and. unfortunately, somehow, i got sick cause of that.
zzz. just 30mins of that, and i've to sneeze my head out for days.
ohhhhhh. there goes my unblocked nose for the next few nights.
oh. luckily i gulped down a cup of water this morning,
or i'll have sore throat now. -.-
anyway, i'll see what happens tomorrow morning before anything else.
* sniff * bye.
let your heart out.
so much that my blog is soooooooooooo dead right now. zz.
that's the reason why i've been so, so.. cold.
and, you know. like the look-as-if-i-dont-care kind of mood.
stress you know. haha.
i know there's a whole lot more people stress-er than me,
but the holiday homework's already killing me. T.T
and, there's this another stupid reason.
lol. i've no time to change my blogskin. -.-
and the current one, oh. like shit.
ZZ. i shall find some time to do all this nonsense. (:
i've to go nowwwwww, ):
gotta get my new sch shoes.
the one i've been using for about a week,
is forcing me to walk like an alien right now.
bye babes! =D
let your heart out.
i'm supposed to do my homework today. ._.
but i ended up playing neopets and made pizza with my mama.
zz. flour everywhere. (-.-)
forget it. i'm just gonna finish some, somehow.
oh, and.
i realised.
that after my dad went overseas like few days ago,
i'm talking much more to my brother. -.-
zz. miracle huh. lol.
and holidays are such a torture too.
i've put on so much weight. T.T
my mum say i hum poo. zz.
better go now,
or else i cant wake up for training tmr.
GoodNightMyPeople. =D
let your heart out.
after so many years. =X
i feeeeeel so tired now.
yesterday, i put on so much weight.
cause of the late night supper. heh.
at 11. ._.
the security guard kept staring at me. -.-
i dont know why la, maybe it's because i waved at him.
lol. the president was at home, i guess. ._.
and it's so scary to walk there at night.
i saw 2 men at the mini playground. zz.
at least i was with my mum, my blather, and shiangling. (:
so, it's not that bad la. i can laugh at her more. HAHA.
OH YAAAA! it's my dad's b'day today.
i just remembered.
my mum's bugging us to call him now. lol.
i shall be a good girl and call him now.
bye peanuts. (:
let your heart out.
want to complain, don't complain behind people's
back then act innocent and all in front of us. [RollsEyes]
i shall keep this post simple,
for the sake of some act so simple-minded people.
zz. it's stupid to have those kind of people around.
i cant go out, cause of dad.
can go out, everything clash.
go one, another angry and complain.
nevermind, behind my back somemore.
go the other one, sure get ps-ed like shit. (-.-)
WHAT FOR GO LA.
heck, might as well go the other one.
ughhhhh. >.>
complain somemore.
ask yourself la.
have you done your part as a friend?
for,.. i dont know how long already la.
>.>
shh, enough.
let your heart out.
fat ass spoil my mood anymore. -.-
it's great to have self-trainings for the team. (:
without coach, i mean.
do what we want, anytime we want.
hah, sounds wrong eh?
anyway, it's good to see the team at least a little better now.
mmhm.
ohya, bout the trip.
MANGO PLANTATION.
lol. 5hrs in the stupid car. -.-
butt cramp and it went all numb after that. (zz.)
AND, my grandma nagged at me for not
knowing how to eat lobsters and crabs. -.-
" aiyo, so goong. " and she kept on repeating.
i dont see a problem in not knowing how to do that.
lol.
i've been at home for almost the whole holiday,
excluding the trainings of course.
cause of my DADDDDDD. T.T
according to my instincts (which is not something i can really depend on.)
plus some inside news,
i'm guessing that he'll be overseas next week.
well, i'm not very happy too.
cause he's birthday's on the 18th,
which i got to know just today. -.-
sorry daddy. ._. lol.
but, you know.
i dont remember celebrating
his big day the past few years too.
cause of the overseas working thing.
nah, i shall look on the bright side.
hello..? he's going overseas, auntie. (:
smile people!
my dad's coming home.
bye. (:
let your heart out.
how sadddd. now it has gone all purplish. ):
poor poor finger.
!#$%^$#$@!@#!$"!#$%^$#$@!@#!$
my brother just broke my alarm clock la! T.T
i love my alarm clock.
i just quarrelled with my him. -.-
he's such a BIG asshole, with a !@#$#$@ big attitude problem.
talk to him nicely, he give me that stupid tone in his replies.
whenever he loses in a dispute, he'll just shrug and
thinks that i'll be so stupid to get angry with him for ignoring me.
i swear i'd ROLL MY EYES in front of him if i knew how to, properly. =.=
hoooooo.. hoooooo.. relax.
see, now my mum's crying.
cause of that big ___head.
zz.
i'd be at some mango plantation tomorrow. >.>
at desaru there or something.
i dont know. -.-
will reply later if you msg me.
nevermind, my mum's fine now.
let your heart out.
i dont know how to carry on with life with certain things interfering. -.-
it's as if you're trying to tell yourself to go on,
fear nothing, look on the positive side,
and anything else you can imagine telling yourself to live another day,
but yet on the other side, people come influencing you,
insulting you, trying all sorts of ways to bring you down,
and some not even knowing that they're doing it to you and themselves.
stupid right?
zz.
anyway, i'm just saying.
it's difficult to cope with life, (i know, i know.)
but it isn't all that easy sometimes even when you try your best
to make something great,
something awesome out of your life, that makes people wanna go
" ohmygosh. did you just do that YOURSELF? "
so let me tell you people, it's unhealthy to put up with
bad comments people throw at you sometimes.
in a long run, it's no use letting yourself suffer alone temporarily all the time.
it's as if you're giving people more opportunities
to go even further into affronting rudeness in time to come,
and the next minute, you find yourself losing out in the end.
wait, I shan't continue anymore. =\
lately, it has been so.. confusing for me.
to make certain decisions for myself.
i'm very indecisive, i know.
and that's not very encouraging at all.
it's said to be a crucial year for keeping up with some stuff,
here i am being indecisive and all, about things
that affect the. 'keeping up with some stuff'.
lol.
nevermind, i'm gonna go watch tv now.
let your heart out.
my dad went to reformat the com. ):
so i lost some files. zz.
anyway, have been busy for the past few days.
went to Mt. Faber Pk with my cousins last sunday.
the Henderson Waves thing, some walk, and the Hortpark.
lol, sounds funny huh.
so ya. my muscles are aching like shit.
walk walk walk 7km.
yesterday, training.
train train. the whole darn morning. =.=
tired like hell.
after that, went to have lunch.
then i went to sengkang.
yea, mum wanted me to go to my grandma's.
as some of you might know, i haven't been back for quite some time.
so, i was.. kind of lost.
lol. walked like mad again, cause i alighted way before i was supposed to.
zz, blahblahblah.
but at least, i was carried away by the fascinating changes made to the estate
due to my suaku-ness and slow motion personality,
so much that it wasn't tiring to walking under the scorching sun.
haha. i'm just talking rubbish.
later that night, i went to my cousin's house to camp.
cause i really dont want to spend another day at home.
the only thing is that, their air conditioner broke down.
zz, irritating huh.
so, yea. spent a night there.
came back today.
i have to go now.
will update soon. (:
let your heart out.
ms cheng saw me yesterday
at the bball court after my remedial.
ya, whatever.
she said something like
' wa, it seems like i haven't seen you around recently. '
wth. =.=
see, it makes no difference whether i go or not.
you've also quited.
i've been going kuku inside my head recently.
thinking about nonsensical stuff. -.-
all those stupid things.
promise me you'll come back alright?
want to die also die after me. zz.
let your heart out.
you know.
sometimes, i really do wonder what i live for. -.-
let your heart out.
i'm having the after effects of camp.
lol. my legs are like, super tanned from the knees to ankle.
oh ya, i threw away both my sch shoes and sport shoes.
that's why i went to parkway just now.
had to get rubbish sport shoes.
training tmr. T.T
and i'm still tired la.
OMGGGGG LAAAAAAA.
i'm so sick of having my dad back already. -.-
stay at home, have to act decent.
lol. cant even flash my phone. =.=
rot only.
aiya, blog next time.
let your heart out.
WOOOOHOOO! so FUN.
c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g SONG
c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g SONG
lol, it just came into my mind.
the camp was really really really really really fun la.
just that we missed some of the
activities cause of the bad weather,
like KAYAKING. wth. =.=
but nevermind la! OUR trainers were even even even better. (:
they felt sad for us cause we missed some of the activities.
WOOOOOOHOOOOO! Radzi and XL is the best! heh.
it's no wonder why so many people cry on the way back to school.
they are so sweettttt, awww.
Radzi stayed up at night and wrote a long long long compo for us,
cause he had to/could go home at night.
XL wrote us a small simple letter, cause she took care of us 24/7 minus bout 3 hours (her sleeping time).
HA. anyway,
they're still much much appreciated by 3/4. the group of people who went for the camp are of course,
way more bonded than before.
wooohooo!
lollllllllllll. it's jue lin's birthday today. =D
last night, she moved over to our A-hut.
and we tried to take her bra out.
LOL. even Zihan and Aliya.
so apparently, everyone saw jue lin's bra.
haha, i'm gonna stop here.
cause my dad's back from overseas
and there's a limit to the amount of time
i sit in front of the computer to type this.
zz. spoiler la. -.-
it's my brother's turn to use.
bye people! XD
let your heart out.
i'm in the school's com lab now.
so boreddddddddddddddddd.
almost the whole day use com.
use until nothing more to do.
holiday's coming. :)
but i've to come back to sch regularly.
=.= train, remedial, oral, train, remedial. train, train, train..
zzz.
parents' meeting was horrible yesterday.
my mum nagged at me so much
that i ignored her the whole evening.
anyway, i wont be going training later. ._.
dint bring pe shirt and shoes.
and i feel weird.
so, ya.
going to giraffe's house after school. =D
let your heart out.
but the com wont let me. :(
now i cant remember what i wanted to say.
hmm.
oh, i went to clara's house yesterday.
i had to wake up early this morning,
to help out at riverlife.
that's why i'm tired like shit now. -.-
Cheryl! go camp laaaaaaa.
WE won't leave you alone. :D
it's just that we're in different classes. >.>
just go okay? ^^
poor Cheryl.
YA, camp's next week and i still haven't got track pants. -.-
let your heart out.
heh.
English 45/100 zz. dont remind me about it already.
Chinese 53/100 HA. i pass chinese, woman.
Maths 39/100 oh hell. =\
Geography 78/100 HAHAHA.
POA 59/100 =.= at least i pass this nonsense.
Chem/Bio 63/100 uh, lower than expected. ._.
SS/Lit 58/100 =D i cant ask for more on this. lol. take that, mr lee.
YAYYYYYYYYYYY. i didn't fail POA. =D
hahaha. but english's a total turn off.
=.= mm.
here's your reply, woman.
okayyyyy, today.
PE, LOL. xiuyan's a good handball keeper.
she blocked so many balls from getting in.
yet, she's afraid of the ball.
zz. after pe, chinese.
the china teacher cried.
cause she's sick, i guess.
that means free period for us. -.-
elec, stupid cockle and the neh
went to tour around the school.
cause mr teo didn't come.
after lit, tengggggg came over.
she gave out our papers, and cockle cried.
=.= cause she studied 7hrs straight.
and failed. zz.
training, hm.
no mood to train.
forgot to bring. something. LOL.
ya, new coach.
i'm still not amazed. -.-
voted for holiday training sessions.
ended up with 3 trainings/week.
morning. 8 plus. omgosh.
ya, that's about it.
let your heart out.
these few days, i've been avoiding my mum.
haven't told her bout the results. ._.
i'm afraid that she'll cry.
zz. i know it's unusual.
cause. if the results are not, you know..
as high as expected,
some parents will start nagging at their child.
and of course, not mentioning about
the rest that won't talk much. >.>
my mum will just breakdown.
and that, to me, is just way worst than getting scolded.
zz. she'll get so disappointed, bla bla.
then get so upset that she cries. =.=
scary huh.
what's more is that it's english. >.>
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. mrs yeo's gonna call up parents too. T.T
my dad's coming back next week. zz.
i'm in deep deep deep trouble. ._.
let your heart out.
i failed my english. =.=
so, i shan't grieve about the rest. >.>
let your heart out.
=.= i don't feel the.. the energy to go crazy.
zz. like as mad as ever. something like that.
oh hell. there's not much difference to me anyway.
i'm getting more and more sensitive. >.>
rubbish. spoiling everything.
hellooo..? stop hallucinating. -.-
nonsense.
wait wait. i'm not on drugs.
zz.
stop, .. talking even.
yea, right.
shut up, woman. -.-
shuttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt up.
let your heart out.
nothing much.
walk alot.
nonsense.
and, ya.
tmr's the last 2 papers.
sintl'ds fnuoita smlyk jfsanurlft.
uydonuf lwseerfeunl'etc flsorogkaimnegd,
rhdojwk'fdh ayiouue nkcnfoawk. >.>
maybe i should go straight home next time.
let your heart out.
that lee scold me on wed again.
zz. know why?
cause of that stupid thing last year.
he said in front of the class, ' especially you, meiting.
last year, you're the only one who pass up a
piece of paper for your lit paper. '
i SAVE paper la. go squeeze everything on one piece.
then, he continued nagging on the english paper 1.
which is the compo i wrote last week.
zz. he said that he was so angry when he read it,
and almost failed me. means i pass la! =.=
helloooo..? i was sick la.
it's already a miracle that i made it to sch that day,
and actually wrote WORDS under that kind of situation.
=.=
anyway, enough of those.
this morning, i woke up and thought about
how bad the ss results will be when i get it back.
and and!
after so muchhh 'go study la.' messages from steffi,
i've decided to continue reading
for lit this morning. =.=
lol, but i gave up after 20mins into it.
and, my mum called me when i was reading.
she wanted me to get out of the house
to get some FRESH AIRRRR.
zzz.ya, fresh air.
>.>
she made me go outttttttt. T.T
i gave her stupid excuses like,
' no laaaa, i want to stay at home and STUDY. '
but she told me that it was okay.
=.= 'study tmr la.'
zz, so i went out.
and watch iron man!
haha. it's nice. good movie.
quite. lol.
some parts of the movie got so violent.
ya, some funny. lol.
overall, it's worth watching. i guess.
and after the movie,
i found out why i haven't received
any msges from yesterday.
=.=
uh huh, inbox full.
so i was standing at the bus stop at 8.56pm,
deleting 1344 + 1111 = 2455 messages.
no wonder i've been thinking
why the inbox doesn't get full.
then, my phone no lag already!
woooohoo! lol.
after the deleting, flooded with msges again.
=.= cause they've been ' on hold ' since yesterday.
sorry, to those people who msged me. ._.
lol, gonna watch tv. [:
let your heart out.
she laughs her way through the 2 hour
sessions every wednesday. >.>
today, i finally took a glance at her nonsensical notes.
=.= then i started laughing like mad with her.
lol. the 'students' in her class
are ranging from,
people in their late 30s to early 50s! HAHA.
so i think she's the youngest one there.
and i found out that she joined the course for fun.
zzz, with her sister.
she has too much time on her hands la. =.=
anyway, maths paper's coming.
>.> i cant. really feel the tension yet.
zz. still so. y'know. half sleeping. =.=
WAKE UP, WAKE UP.
i'm still gonna press the snooze button anyway.
let your heart out.
let your heart out.
yesterday night,
was down with fever.
T.T
this morning,
woke up still got allllllllllittle bit.
ya. then rushed to the bus stop
to meet sharon.
dying in the bus.
paper 1, AHHHHHHHH.
i almost fainted when i had to write the compo.
lol. couldn't hear anything.
then headache. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.
so pathetic la.
so i stared out of the class
for 30 minuntes.
my mind was blank.
then i thought about the
result slip i'll get in 3 weeks.
zz. so, screwed up my compo.
wrote nonsense. hell.
paper 2 was okay.
ya. that's about it,
for the exam part.
oh, poor cockle.
never finish last section.
=.= 25m.
aiyoooo.
dont cry la. =D
after sch, chinna threw cockle's bag on top of a tree.
lol, from the second floor.
so cockle went down to shake the tree.
but it got even worst.
then the strap was stuck on one of the 'shoots'
so they were laughing like mad.
haha.
after retrieving her bag, went to bedok.
got the cake mix.
zz, they wanted to bake.
and i was half dead la.
so, went to giraffe's house.
the thing turned out like shit.
talk talk. play play.
watch movie.
then abigail got tuition.
so me and cockle go buy campbell soup.
ha! then eat eat.
went home after that.
let your heart out.
gonna die.
throat's killing.
drank alot alot alot of water.
still no use.
english paper tmr.
turn off-ed.
sick.
fainting soon.
shivering.
in a room.
doors and windows shut.
no air circulation.
zz, still cold.
maybe it's because.
the water was chilled.
ya. i better stop now.
hands getting numb.
or i'll never be able to
click the PUBLISH POST button.
night everyone. =\
let your heart out.
nothing special in school.
just change seats.
i'm not in the front anymoreeee.
hm. so, ya. can finally stop pretending
to be awake in class. lol.
i'm sooooo tired, and exam's starting tmr.
=.= first paper's chinese somemore. [kns la!]
seriousssssssly have no mood to study lehhhh.
what's more is that.
my dad keep asking about my results,
although he's overseas right now.
ya, and so.
i'm prepared to get worser grades this term.
sorry ms Abidah, my mum, my dad, my ahma, my uncle and aunties.
everyone's pretending. yet, i can see fragments of the truth.
let your heart out.
sian.
then vanessa ask me go out,
so, ya.
went out to have dinner
with cockle, vanessa and kengpon.
hm, left home at 7.
then eat eat, talk talk, laugh laugh.
went home, walk suuuuuuuuper slowly.
cause i did'nt feel like coming home.
speechless,
and i dont wanna see my mum's face.
plus, i dont know how the hell i'm gonna survive at home now.
=.= ya. that's about it.
i dont know what the hell got into me.
let your heart out.
let your heart out.
=.= so i left home later.
then met sharon in the bus.
shoes were wet,
inside out.
disgusting.
got to sch, went to the toilet.
walk around bare footed.
then the marching music start.
had to rush out of the toilet.
so threw away those socks.
lol.
so the upper sec assembled there at the hall.
steffi was late. muha.
ya. so apparently, i was wearing shoes only.
felt so uncomfortable. zz. =.=
after the talk, canning, then i went
to get new socks from the bookshop with abigail.
lol. horrible.
those pair of new socks were
wayyyyyyyyyy better.
as usual,
lessons. boring. sleep.
zz. oh yaaa.
chinese lessons are. lol.
nonsense.
know what we do?
go in class, do 1 worksheet, do 1 chapter of workbook.
then PLAY. lol.
they play with the rubbish visualizer.
freeze, unfreeze, freeze, unfreeze.
zz.
ohoh, something stupid happened today.
during the chinese period,
chinna starting singing some tamil song,
staring at me. zz.
then i, -.-
after school, zz.
nevermind.
went to eat with steffi, ivy, and kuku.
then kuku went home after that.
so we went to ivy's house.
then came home in the evening.
ya.
will blog again.
let your heart out.
MUAHAHAHAHHA.
in the canteen.
zz. =.=
sometimes i feel like killing the whole family.
-.-
asses.
let your heart out.
>.>
let your heart out.
i just discovered that
i have to sleep before 10.30
to stay MORE awake in class.
zz.
exam's 2 weeks away. ):
i don't likeeee.
hae, shiangling gave me a
mini poa tuition.
lols. better than nothing right?
yea. and of course, better than mr ng.
he talk too fast, like mumbling to himself. =X
now i hate bio more.
zz. so much to memorise.
>.>
tmr's not just friday,
it's brilliante!
heh, know what that means?
wooohooo!
no training ~~~~
*goes mad*
quoted from beauty's blog.
"beginning be careful ending can do anything =PP"
LOL! i better be careful.
haha! 2 tickets only lehhh.
later she anyhow.
ohh ~ poor me. =/
lol, will update again soon. [:
let your heart out.
curse you fall down FLAT on the floor.
let your heart out.
just hung up the phone.
been talking to steffi for hours.
lol.
STEFFIIII! [:
may my face diminish the
thoughts of that
bastard's face off your mind.
LOL !
may my leg stop bleeding
so that i can off the com and go to sleep now.
sleep early at night!
dont sleep in class. lol.
although i do sometimes.
OH!
and lastly, dont quarrel with
your sis already.
lol.
ha. here's the post you requested.
that should've taken a minute
off your boring afternoon.[:
let your heart out.
heh, sui zha bor.
lol.
let your heart out.
soooooo colddddd.
the sky was full of grey clouds hours ago.
and now the sun is out again. =.=!
well. for the past week,
it'll rain in the afternoon alomost everyday.
something's wrong with the climate, i guess.
lols.
and it's hard to decide if i should go out.
cause i hate getting all wet,
walking in the middle of the street
and amongst people who have
umbrellas over their heads.
it seems so. zz. rubbish la.
and it's colddddd you know.
climate change, climate change.
aiyoooo.
let your heart out.
lol. updateeeeee.
today, the performers left sch after flag raising.
zzz. then 3/4 got 8 people lesser.
first period biooooo.
mrs tang talk talk talk and talk.
no one listening.
then i help shu wen do her chem wksht.
lol.
after that, eng.
zz. some rubbish group work.
RECESS.
sooooo sian.
only me and cheryl. ):
anw, nevermind laaa.
like go back sec 1 like that. >.>
heh.
maths after recess.
didn't do anything, just talk talk.
mrs yeo wanted everyone to complete the project.
then GEOG.
mr tan went for the brilliante thing also.
so the class had to go to the hall.
lol. talk talk talk again.
laugh like mad.
then lunch.
eat eat.
assemblyyyyy.
soooooooooooooo boring.
mdm tay go invite her ex-student,
to give us some talk.
rubbish.
i was 3/4 sleeping throughout the thing.
lol.
after that, went to find ivy and steffi.
they wanted to stay back.
then we went out to the the the.
the. i dont know called what.
lols, to eat.
then weilin and yanning napfa finish,
come find us.
then we went mad at the canteen.
went home with abigail at 7 plus,
she said that she drank coffee, i think.
so she was so highhh. =.=
laughing like mad also.
lols.
okay, finish.[:
let your heart out.
reluctantly. >.>
yesterday, dont know what the hell got into them.
so a few of us got pissed. kind of.
you know. nevermind.
=.=
PE WAS HORRIBLE.
physical training.
=.= my legs were wobbly when i
walked down the stairs during recess.
lol.
anw, went to pizzaaaaaa hut with
jue lin, abigail and cheryl after sch.
cause they wanted to.. zz.
ya, they were broke la. =.=
so cheryl and me had to pay.
lolll, we were laughing so hard in the restaurant.
=.= cannot tahan.
ohh ya, speaking of tahan,
i skipped that dumb course yesterday.
cause of them. lol, stupid abigail.
today, during english.
ZZZZZ.
waitwaitwait.
lemme say something.
ANIMAL TESTING IS SO GROSSSSSSSS.
* gives that stupid face *
and i'm serious, i tell you.
mrs bashkaran showed us, i think 4 youtube videos
on animal testing, abuse and stuff.
it was downright disgusting.
omgosh.
i lost my appetite during recess.
so, being the super unlucky person,
as most of you know,
i'm sitting right in front, the first row.
i was sosososososo disgusted by those videos.
zzz. and after that,
that bashkaran still say,
" i finally know the cowards in this class. "
and she mentioned the first row. D:<
stupid la! i test everything on her then she know.
=.= oh, stop animal testing!
dont eat skittles, M&Ms, and MARS for no reason. [:
and, go bang on the wall, you stupid abusers out there. >.>
yesterday, mr lee said something about
animal tersting already.
but i didn't pay much attention. =X
so i took it lightly.
oh hell. =.=
maths, boring.
geog, movie. lol.
it was on Niagara falls.
then PC.
lol. the class was singing
to a vid posted on youtube.
okay, not everyone.
ya, stopping here. -.-
let your heart out.
went pool-ing. lol.
'pool-ing'
>.>
with abigail and vanessa.
as usual, i was LATEE.
this time's worst.
guess what.
i rushed out of my house like..
THIS.
@#!$@~&%*#
zzz.
anw, forget it.
lols.
we had fun. [:
as you can see, we dont really
know the exact rules.
lol.
zzz. serious huh.
i know my phone doesn't have cyber-shot.
she insisted that i take her photo.
lol!
lol. we had the whole room to ourselves.
abigail said that it was a PRIVATEEEE room. [:
so after that, we lunched.
walked around.
shop shop.
go mad.
and settled down at mac for hours, i guess.
then jaclyn came in the evening.
had dinner. and went home at..
8 plus, 9.
think so.
oh, i ran home.
lol.
jaclyn got car sicK!!!
she vomited.
awwww, poor poor thing.
will blog soon again. -.-
let your heart out.
zzz.
=.=
-__-
=\
siao.
CUTCUTCUT.
okayyy. i'm back.
hahas.
FRIDAY.
went to jasmine's party.
'party'.
lol.
ohgoshhh.
that place is great. [:
hahas.
okay, let me describe.
when you enter the room,
it looks kind of dark, erm.
lights dimmed.
ohmy, sounds like disco. -.-
nonono, there's an empty space.
like. a dance floor.
LOL!
and to the right, there's a pool table.
a counter stacked with pizzasss.
a long long long long red sofa,
and a huge stack of mattresses to the corner.
yea, it's soft. so it sinks.
lol, the party was great. [:
just that i have to leave early.
=.= cause the rest were waiting for me.
so i rushed over.
lol. ._.
had dinner at seoul garden.
zzz. after that,
they prepared a gift and got him a cake.
couldn't find any suitable place to smash the cake on his face,
so all 10 of us went to the void deck of some HDBs.
running like madd.
that stupid de cong go smash
the cake on cheuk hin's face.
then he was left alone trying to clean his face,
while the rest were running away.
so after he cleaned his face,
he started chasing everyone around.
lolol.
imagine a big group of people screaming
and running at 8 plus, at night.
hahas.
i ran like i've never before.
zzz, even during trainings.
stupidddd cheuk hin.
i never do anything la!
i merely stood there. X.X
anw, was half dead after the chase.
lol, jaclyn went home.
cause she dint go home the day before.
rumoured to have stayed at boyf's house.
LOL.
after much much much consideration,
we went somewhere
near the school at about 9 plus,
cause the guys wanted to play bball.
-____________-
lol. by the time we got there,
the lights were already off.
so it was sooo dark.
i couldn't see where the ball was going.
so it HIT ME.
=.=
oh ya, i walked straight onto a
lamp post last monday.
pain like hellll.
lol, i dint notice it there.
anw, the ball hit me at the same spot.
zzz. and after that, we strolled to the bus stop.
bused.
by the time i got home, it was already 11.20.
bathed, watched tv.
then went to sleep at 1.
let your heart out.
sooo tired in the morning.
my mum nagged at me.
cause she kept worrying about the ic thing.
went out.
had lunch with my mum.
then the ica building.
stuuuuuupid photo booth people.
i dont like them.
everytime i go there, they nag about my fringe.
" ah girl ah, your fringe keep blocking your eyebrows.
even if we take the picture for you, they wont allow it also. "
ya, then i felt so pathetic.
that old hag was trying to spray my fringe..
bla bla. trying all sorts of method to
show everyone my forehead.
zzz. then my face turn black.
lol.
the picture turned out like shit.
the sight of those people make me sick.
zzz.
nevermind, so after that, went to the third floor.
got the ic thing done.
zzz. at least the people there were more understanding.
lol. had my thumbprint, signature everywhere.
then i went to bugis.
my mum wanted to go there.
=.= bought ALOT of food back.
then went home.
will update again. =/
let your heart out.
heh. [:
this photo was taken weeks ago.
ya, sharon wont fix that. lol.
12/3, wed.
went to sch.
for the life science thing.
mix, mix, mix. [:
this is the so called,
you-touch-it-you-get-cancer jelly.
i dont know if it's true. -.-
then, abigail got bored.
so she slept, lol.
here's our tubes.
lol. it's dye + some stuff. i forgot.
the tube is so small that,
we have to use a
super-big-micro-dunno-what-scientific-looking syringe
to transfer the stuff. -.-
abigail's tube is on the left.
the lighter one is mine. [:
lol, her's look soooo dark.
this is the DNA scooping thing.
we had to get the DNA of some tomatoes.
lol, so after this, we had the class enrichment.
well, did some stuff like decorating the class.
and miss abidah treated the class pizza. [:
after that, went to some shop houses near
bugis with miss abidah and abigail.
cause that fat giraffe had to get her costume for drama.
lol. the whole building was full of costumes. O.O!
so, after that. it rained. -.-
zzz. of all times.
we tried to wait.
but it dint stop.
so three of us were drenched,
walking in the rain.
cause my dumb umbrella broke.
walked over to raffles hospital.
lol, we settled down at the coffee bean later.
and talk talk talk talk talk talk talk, until evening.
took mrt home.
14/3 thurs.
went out with steffi and ivy.
to watch STEP UP 2. [:
woohhoo!
so nice.
lol.
went to steffi's home after that.
eat eat. use com.
then cabbed home in the evening.
rained again.
15/3, Fri.
went to sch. -.-
abigail had outside poa lesson.
so she dint go to sch.
sian.
less than 20 people came.
lol.
poapoa.
blahblah.
mr ng talk talk talk.
then break.
went to find cockle and vanessa.
band camp, lol.
they were practising.
then i went there.
talk talk, laugh laugh.
went back, everyone was restless.
then mr ng gave up.
so he released us.
went to pr.
my mum wanted me to get that e-z link done.
-.- had my lunch.
then went to clara's house.
my mum gave them haircuts.
then went to that that that japanese restaurant,
near the tampines stadium.
went home after that.
let your heart out.
i'm sorry people.
for not turning up for anything.
and thank you for all the b'day wishes.
Thank You, Thank You, all of you.
and..
well, i just.
dont feel like going out today.
why the hell must it rain anw.
zzz.
forget it.
i'm so hungry. -__-
no one's at home.
i dont wanna buy food,
and get drenched.
&STOP ASKING ME IF I HAVE A DATE TODAY.
ah, wth.
i dont wanna blog already.
let your heart out.
today, got some course.
need to go to sch.
=.=
quite. boring?
lols. well, okay okay la.
better than the normal days.
y'know, in sch.
hae. -_-||
after the thing, went to pizza hut
with them. woohoo!
i no need pay,
cause of that rubbish nonsense mar 11.
I DONT WANT TO BE SO OLD LA.
T.T
lols.
*act qingchun*
Thank You, people. [:
i appreciate that.
hahas.
anw, was full like mad.
=.=
cause there were loads of food ordered
by that idiot cockle.
p.s , she act cutes when she order food.
LOLL.
everyone there heard right !
haha.
stuuuuuupid cockle.
will put some nonsense photos next time.
lol.
oh ya.
Thanks for paying
2/5 of the bill,
LEE TURTLE. [:
lols.
uhh, i dont feel like going out tmr. ._.
let your heart out.